Doesn't it suck when your friend is upset and there is nothing you can do about it?
It happens to me a lot unfortunately.
I'm really the helping type of person - I'll always do my best to make others happy, or even smile for at least one moment.
That way I feel that I have done something for the really crazy and whacked up world that we live in.
I hate it when I can't cheer up a friend, especially one that I've known for such a long time...
I feel that despite having all this time to know each other, I still don't know the person as I should.
And I feel really shitty about it.
I feel inadequate. Stupid. Heartless.
I also feel that I'm not a very good friend.
Why can't everyone smile?
It's not that hard...

-fiiri